2.17.2005

naturally

the reason i took nyquil was that i couldnt fall asleep naturally...oh well...ive resigned to being worthless today...

i dont think its weird to go to hess and get a MD? why would that be weird...sure wegmans would prob be less weird but then again when were you ever concerned with that?

the shared body heat is def way too much to handle! esp in our old apt where the regulation of heat/cold is impossible (esp in the shower which is my biggest pet peeve in the apt - every morning i have to battle with the shower and doge its blasting heat or freezing cold water...i hate days i have to wash my hair in the morning..)

im glad you are spending quality time with jessie :) i think im realizng and acting more from talking to julie/dev a lot about my thoughts on friendships etc that its ok to have the ebb and flow of friendships and it shouldnt rule your life. its not me at all, but ive just backed down from the whole toral thing, and its sad but itll get better, or at least this will become normal...

jules - mark (megan - i found out he quit yesterday) just came and said today was his last day blah blah blah. im glad he took the time to come and say that. i was wondering how he would approach it. this morning he was whistling in his office and it was pissing me off :) he will be right down the street so im sure we will meet up sometime...