2.10.2005

sorry meg :(

i don't know too much about serious relationships (since we all know i haven't had anything resembling a serious relationship), but it doesn't seem right that he wants to push you to make a decision (i have images of aidan and carrie running through my head). why do you have to decide right now that you do or don't want to be with him for the rest of your life? some people date for 4 months (like my parents) and know that's the person they're going to spend the rest of their life with; while it takes others years to figure that out. is it wrong for me to think that 23 is still a bit too young to get married and all that??

and even if you knew that he was "the one", how would you feel about moving to florida? why does he want to go there, anyway? does he know if there are any vet schools in the area? would being in florida somehow be better for his schooling/career?

we didn't get tickets for the basketball game last night. we went to msg and found some guys outside trying to sell us ticktes, but the guys thought they seemed really sketchy and they didn't want to risk wasting our money on fake tickets or anything. so instead, we just went to 40/40 (jay-z's sports bar) and watched the game there. miami was playing really shitty and the game went into over time, but miami ended up beating the nicks in the end. after that, jackie and i went home because we were exhausted from the night before. the guys were a little annoyed that we didn't want to go out with them, but they ended up meeting up with some girls they had met at the bar tuesday night. an hour after we got home, jackie and i got a phone call from the guys asking "do you guys know of any places where under-21 year olds can get in?" yep, apparently they were hanging out with really young girls. i found that amusing.

i'm going to the gym after work today, and then i don't know what we're doing tonight. i think jackie's asking josh to put us on the list for whatever party he throws tonight. i don't know how i'm going to get through this weekend, i'm already soooo sleepy!