weekend
i find it amusing that almost every year i havent seen any of the movies up for best picture...
my weekend was interesting...friday night satyan slept over, sat night dev slept over, sun night satyan again....
i know i know...dev should not have slept over, but i was pretty tipsy when i got home sat night and he called and was outside - apparently he was at a bar with his friends near the apt, not sure why/etc cause i was too drunk to ask those questions...he came up and i think i passed out pretty soon after that. when we woke up i told him that even for me it was nice to have him there and it feels comfortable to be with him but thats not what i want in arelationship, i dont want to stay with him cause it is comfortable, i want to be happy and i want to figure thigns out...
anyway, he said ok, wasnt fighting or showing that he was sad or anything, he left at 1030 when i woke up to study...
then last night satyan came over for dinner/to watch the oscars. it was fun...but he stayed the night again! i totally didnt want that! at 1130 when the oscars were over he did the same "so should we go to bed" thing that he did on friday night and i was like no you should go home, we both have to get up early for work...and he was like no id rather just get up at 6 and go home then i want to stay...it was awk and i felt bad so he stayed...and left at 6....he def is getting too attached and im totally not! so i told him that also, i was like i like hanging out with you i just dont want to get into a routine of seeing you every day and spending the night with you like this...i need/want time tomyself...he seemed to listen but then when i told him i was going to boston for the whole weekend he def had this "youre going the whole weekend so i want see you" look....he will be in FL next week for conferences that a bunch of people on my team are going to also. i think he was bummed that he wouldnt see me for like a week. how do i get myself in these predicaments???
ok, time to get to work...i need to leave early to get some work done tonight...
the bus on friday sounds fun :) the earliest i could get on one would be around 530 or 6...traffic will suck but we should prob be there by 10...
my weekend was interesting...friday night satyan slept over, sat night dev slept over, sun night satyan again....
i know i know...dev should not have slept over, but i was pretty tipsy when i got home sat night and he called and was outside - apparently he was at a bar with his friends near the apt, not sure why/etc cause i was too drunk to ask those questions...he came up and i think i passed out pretty soon after that. when we woke up i told him that even for me it was nice to have him there and it feels comfortable to be with him but thats not what i want in arelationship, i dont want to stay with him cause it is comfortable, i want to be happy and i want to figure thigns out...
anyway, he said ok, wasnt fighting or showing that he was sad or anything, he left at 1030 when i woke up to study...
then last night satyan came over for dinner/to watch the oscars. it was fun...but he stayed the night again! i totally didnt want that! at 1130 when the oscars were over he did the same "so should we go to bed" thing that he did on friday night and i was like no you should go home, we both have to get up early for work...and he was like no id rather just get up at 6 and go home then i want to stay...it was awk and i felt bad so he stayed...and left at 6....he def is getting too attached and im totally not! so i told him that also, i was like i like hanging out with you i just dont want to get into a routine of seeing you every day and spending the night with you like this...i need/want time tomyself...he seemed to listen but then when i told him i was going to boston for the whole weekend he def had this "youre going the whole weekend so i want see you" look....he will be in FL next week for conferences that a bunch of people on my team are going to also. i think he was bummed that he wouldnt see me for like a week. how do i get myself in these predicaments???
ok, time to get to work...i need to leave early to get some work done tonight...
the bus on friday sounds fun :) the earliest i could get on one would be around 530 or 6...traffic will suck but we should prob be there by 10...
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