3.23.2005

be happy!

megan you wrote that you have to be happy with day to day stuff yesterday; cheer up!!!

does your grandmother know about the incident? is that why she doesnt like edgar? did you already tell edgar you guys may go out to easter dinner? if you didnt tell him, then just blow it off, whatever extended family only matters so much. in the grand scheme its all about your happiness - not theirs and not even your parents or jess. but maybe you shouldnt go to your grandmothers lake house with him...

and maybe this isnt an option, but are you allowed to get frustrated that he lives with his parents?? i mean it isnt really fair for him to get mad at you - he messed up, which is what caused the whole issue with jessie in the first place, and he is lucky that you were nice enough and love him so much to want to be with him again, but he cant expect her to be...and its not like his living situation helps at all...

sorry, this probably isnt helping :(