4.08.2005

NO.

i dont think your assessment of jackie is fair. i used to think she would just sort of walk all over guys and make them worship her because she is pretty - but she is not like that at all! she always tells them listen you can come visit and we can hang out, but you are sleeping on the couch or if you sleep with me and something happens its not cause i want to date you its just cause we were drunk or something like that...its no that she doesnt know how to break up with people - some people are just able to keep exes in their lives. its not her fault if he wants to come visit her and likes her still - she isnt leading him on. and this has been planned for a long time, not just cause of joe and satyan...

wow i cant believe i feel so strongly in support of jackie :) i think i feel the need to explain her to people (like dev, satyan, and now megan) since i used to think exactly how they do but living with her i see and realize that she isnt like that at all!

megan - who is heidi? is she someone that jess works with? that would be nice if they pay you the security deposit. i was always so stressed to see what they would give me at wall st, julies mom, julie and i were randomly painting spots on walls to cover them up! but i got the full money back...