4.11.2005

so wrong

i thought about it all day and i def do not want to work for de shaw. i can't keep putting my life on hold! and i don't want to work for de shaw/in recruiting/in nyc for the rest of my life. plus - little details like i have a car - what the hell do i do with that in nyc?? you guys already have good rooming situations - am i searching on craig's list and hoping a nice quartet of ato's picks me up??

at least here i'm sort of making strides to go to vet school :) i love the idea of interviewing - but i would feel like such a farce on the phone . . .