12.03.2004

i just slept through a seminar

it was only an hour long and i could no stay awake for the life of me! the lecture hall was decent size, but i got told that i should go by gen and courtney. but i still don't understand what they are talking about! i understood some of it - T cells working with B cells and cell migration - but only vaguely!

and no more plans with jessie. jordan (brent's friend) invited her out partying where brent goes to school. they were supposed to go out yesterday for brent's birthday but brent cancelled. i think i'm about to have a talking to with her sometime soon. i don't understand how she is holding on so tight to her dislike for edgar that she won't even say his name to me (basically) she asked me if i wanted to do something wednesday - but after she had barely spoken to me for an hour of me being home. i already had plans with edgar so i said no and she was kinda just like oh, whatever and hid in her room again. so - does she miss spending time with me? if so, she cancels on me when we had plans . . . and she was like want to go see the movie sat or sun? well - i already have plans for saturday. only for like 2 hours - but since she has to go to work, 11 to 1 kills the potential for us to go to a movie after that and for her to still make it to work by 4. whatever - i just don't know how she can stand by ignoring such a large portion of my life and think its ok.