3.28.2005

bachelorette...

megan thats all pretty accurate :)

satyan and i had a talk on thurs night where i made it clear to him that i liked him a lot but that i wasnt ready to committ to something - i had to have a talk about it because he made it clear to me that he isnt dating anyone else and only wants to date me. basically i said to him, so you are only dating me but if i date other people is that ok :) he was kind of taken aback by the comment, rightfully so, but obviously gave the right response of of course it is, you have to do what is best for you. he followed it up with if 3 months from now we still like eachother as much as we do and we still spend time together like we do then i may have a different response to this which i thought was fair...

meeting the friends was fun - we had a great time fri night. his friends liked me :)

anand - two dates, we were supposed to meet this weekend but i wanted to hang out with J+J+Rupa on sat so i cancelled with him. i havent heard from him yet but im sure we will meet up sometime soon

matt - just drunken kissing. i think he is really cool and really fun and definitely dorky and i prob wouldnt mind kissing him again but i clearly cant handle all this since my hair is falling out!!!!!!

akshay - :) megan he is back in the running! he called sat cause he was in town. but we didnt meet up (hence the kissing matt) but i think he is going to come back in a few weeks to hang out.

dev - i told him he was being masochistic, but if he wants to be my friend and put up with how hard it is then maybe we can actually be friends down the road. granted this is different but i kept being friendly with chike and now we really are friends, julie did that with chirag...its possible!

i think thats it from the boys in the running these days.

if this hedge fund stuff doesnt work out im def going to get working on writing a soap opera of my life. it would have been boring for a couple of seasons in there but i think its starting to get exciting again.

i have a doctors apt on wed. and if i need to i may go to ct on thurs to see my dermotologist. i dont like finding new doctors here and since ct is so close i can get away with that...

satyan has a show tonight at 8. ill prob be at work until then.