3.02.2005

my day

i think cute indian boys are invading the fund of funds industry! there is satyan, and then today at the conference i went to a cute one sat next to me (works at a FOF down the street, went to upenn and LSE, really nice!) and then a realllly cute one who is like 28 just launched his own hedge fund. its really small, and we couldnt invest but i went up to him anyway and introduced myself :) that was exciting. then i went to helga. she yelled at me for waiting so long..i didnt tell her i havent been going causei had a bf and didnt think it was necessary, but now that i dont i felt the need to go! anyway i feel sexy and happy.

dev had been emailing me a lot trying to explain stuff all of which i already know/have heard before. i have been writing back and today i finally wrote back responding to his email and then the last line was something to the effect of "i know im being selfish and i know it seems like i dont care and i dont love you, but i need to be selfish right now. i have to do this for me. please respect that." no response...hopefully now ill at least get a few weeks to myself where i can just figure out who i am and what i want...

speaking of who i am, satyan apparently took some astrology classes (thats huge for indian people - my mom constantly believes in that stuff) and he asked my bday/time of birth/etc and online last night he kept writing me all the things he understood from whatever he was seeing from some chart that you get when you put in that information...anyway it was really cute and flirty and most importantly made me smile :)

ok back to work...