4.12.2005

good question

my laziness.
nush - this is one quality that you and i are completely opposite on and something i've always admired in you (not to say julie and rupa are lazy - here me out before anyone takes offense :)
i guess its really more procrastination . . . but it takes me FOREVER to actually get something done, and generally its not until the moment for the deadline (although unlike rupa's coworker, i generally make the deadline without angry bosses) i'm just a little too lackadaisical about things and not driven enough to beat deadlines (and go to the gym and do all the things on my ultimate "to do" list) i'm not sure how i developed this trait . . . but i think it contributes to my messy room (oh, i'll do the dishes/laundry/vacuuming later) and my lack of 5.0 gpa - neither of which are things i'm actually proud of . . .

on that note - i'm in the best mood! even gen being in a foul one isn't bringing me down :) i worked late last night so i didn't manage to make it here until noon today - edgar slept over last night. then, this morning i woke up with wicked cramps - so i took advil and edgar rubbed my back and completely babied me until i fell asleep again. i woke up an hour later feeling a lot better, took a shower and we went out for breakfast. then i went to work and he followed so he could drive me from my lot to the hospital. its sunny - but a little chilly out. i got enough sleep, i had a really great morning because it was relaxed and with edgar and i have a really manageable work load for the rest of the day!

sorry to disappoint, but i don't think i want the phone interview. i def do not want the job and i don't want to lie to someone just so de shaw will buy me stuff. although moving in with rupa and the two of us getting a dog sounds like sooo much fun :)