4.12.2005

how sweet :)

meg, i agree with anusha: it's so cute that edgar drove you from the parking lot to work today. i'm glad you had a nice morning :)

and nush, i'm so glad you had lunch with raj and enjoyed it! it'd be nice to meet this boy if you're thinking of keeping him around.

other news: i spoke to spikey yesterday, and neither he nor none of his friends will be able to go on the cruise with us. they're retarded and half of the people in their 3 rooms hadn't paid the balance on their cruises, so they just went ahead and cancelled all of their reservations. i guess it was a huge mess because spikey booked the cruises for him and his friends while he was working at carnival, so the contact info they had on file was his work address and work phone number. after spikey quit, carnival had no way to contact him to let them know they would cancel the reservations if they didn't pay by a certain date. so, they cancelled their reservations, they're keeping the $900 they had already paid, and the cruise is sold out so it's not like they can just book something now. i spoke to him yesterday and he was really pissed. he's disappointed he won't be coming on the cruise with us, although he said he'd party with us that thursday night we're in miami. he's also pissed that carnival's keeping the $900 they'd already paid. he's hoping he can get them to give them a credit they can use towards another cruise with that money.

oh well. anyways, my answer to anusha's question: i wish i wasn't so afraid of confrontation. i have a really hard time telling people - especially people i'm really close to - that i think they're wrong or that i disagree with them or that i don't want to do what they want me to do. i'd usually rather bend over backwards to make sure that everyone else around me is happy or to make sure that i don't ruffle anyone's feathers, but i wish i could just stand up for myself sometimes and accept that it's impossible to make everyone happy with me 100% of the time.