4.05.2005

re: peter

I feel like peter is going to be mad at mari regardless - whether he finds out now, or if he finds out 3 months from now. I don't know - I honestly don't know what's the best way to handle this. I just feel like it's unnecessary to run to him right now and tell him I'm dating somebody. . . it'll just hurt him. although, like I said, I could be wrong. even though it hurt, I definitely think it was better when chirag finally told me he was dating carrie. I guess it helped me realize that nothing was ever going to happen between me and him. I may not be giving peter enough credit, but I don’t think he would be able to handle it. I mean, he can't even bear to speak to me right now. how's he going to take it when he finds out I'm dating joe?

blah. enough peter babble. last night I had so much fun! anusha, satyan, joe and I watched the end of the basketball game in our living room. the guys were ragging on anusha and me after we told them the story of how we got "married" when I lived in simmons so that nush could park on-campus. and then they were making fun of anusha for being such a huge cardinals fan. . .they couldn't figure out why she likes the cardinals so much. anusha and I just sat there laughing. the bitter part of the evening is that jackie locked herself up in her room and refused to hang out with us (and by "us" I mean joe and me). she got mad at me saturday night at the club because joe and I spent the whole night sitting in a corner and talking - and then she couldn't find us when she wanted to leave (honestly, though, we weren't hiding and we weren't that far off from where we had all been standing together). anyways, I think she's just having a hard time having to share me with joe. she doesn't deal so well when I have a boy in my life and she doesn't. so last night she barely said like 2 words to me. oh well, I'm hoping she'll get over it.

ok, nush, I know you were trying to steer the conversation away from boys - sorry for taking it back into that direction. I can't think of a quick answer to your question, though (are britney spears's boobs real? did brad cheat on jen with angelina?). let me think about it. . .i'll get back to you guys.