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2.17.2006

i need a break...

my dad is ok. he had a stress test and everything was normal. its just scary that now he is home alone.

my mom left last night. she is gone for 2 weeks.

i have the best boyfriend :) last night after my mom left i called him and was just walking around the neghborhood. i was ok but i guess didnt have the same "chirpyness in my voice" he siad hed come over at 8 or so ( it was 6) so i tried to study but my head was hurting from all the shots, so i stopped, just watched wallace and gromit. then he came over and said he wanted to go out. we NEVER do that on a week night esp when we both have a lot of work to do. i got dressed up, wore all new clothes :) and went to boom. this fun italian rest near the apt. on the walk back from dinner i asked him what the sudden desire to go out was and he was like studying can wait, your mom just left, you got 50 injections in your head..do i need anymore reasons :) he was totally right. it put the biggest smile on my face. which slowly went away cause when i was packing for the weekend (we are going to a wedding in NJ on sunday) and trying on clothes nothing looked right and my hair looked gross and i just started crying....im a lucky girl to have someone like him there for me. it was really lonely in the apt from 6-8 till he came over

i cant wait for our trip to FL coming up in march.